It's like On insta half of these women looking stunning Chasing after lifestyle for some likes a classic woman They banging out one hundred in 5 minutes But the thing is That in real life they're conscious And no one is even looking No ones head even turns So we focus on our black mirrors Running after paper on this metal Or for that linen Half these rappers songs are just materials. No facts in it That's cus people don't look only notice When the stacks given See I wouldn't blink an eye at you in person But because you're full of angles Showing curves you got me swerving Add some lighting in my writing And some dark into my verses You can see me as a teacher but Just notice I'm still learning I'll try and see a couple sine's Then I'm curving Talking bout religion Only preaching where your shirt is I ain't cut people off I've just had to be selective Cus the things I've said to them Now man I put it into verses I think I'm going over again I'm having trouble staying sober again So I'll get faded And as I'm growing older with them I realize that we ain't close as we been Man it's all changing I think I'm going over again I'm having trouble staying sober again So I'll get faded And as I'm growing older with them I realize that we ain't close as we been Man it's all changing This cash has turned from paper to Numbers in a bank account Shits so deceiving Little Meaning in what they're handing out Can only laugh about it 'Cus there's no time to stand around But ain't got time to travel There's no running from these hanging clouds All my seeds are growing Getting bigger shit's expanding now Mood goes from on top to having doubts But that's the shit I laugh about Just seeing bigger visions with no camera out I should get Loyle on my knuckles Cus I'm standing out Heads been in bad places Like I've eaten out a prostitute, You've got no motivation But you've got a lot to do I mean I've got a lot to lose But I don't know what I'd lose it for Can't imagine myself holding some riches Like a jewellery store Aint talking women But this music man I'll do it raw Creating bigger pictures on this Canvas with a useless thought Shit's so addictive I can't stop man I just do it more Don't care if you don't like, I'm the only one I do it for I think I'm going over again I'm having trouble staying sober again So I'll get faded And as I'm growing older with them I realize that we ain't close as we been Man it's all changing I think I'm going over again I'm having trouble staying sober again So I'll get faded And as I'm growing older with them I realize that we ain't close as we been Man it's all changing