I remember still A scary wounded weasel "Teaching me the life" Scratch marks of the hissing A flesh eating worm Laying cists in my ovule Carefully placed Parasitic pus cells Growing everyday Never let me breath Never let me feel Never let me be Moving Moving Moving It's moving Get it off Get it off Get it off Please get it off An insulted bird Threw up in my mouth Eternal snakes Of low spirits underground Gave birth to each other And freshly dead ones Crawled into The newborns' reproductive tract A noisey abuser Bragging inside A patient Screaming All day in my mind You broke me for life You broke me for life You broke me for life Killed the man who I could love "We love you Now please buy this and this" "We love you Now please sign here and here" "We love you Now please..." "We love you Now please feel this and this" "We love you Now please..." I got ants I got ants in my mouth Please Ma help me This isn't This isn't what you've thought Please Ma help me No one knows No one knows better than this We all failed it No one has And no one will see us Roaming naked I lay down near my skin This won't be the first empire we've failed So long We all lost So long Can pain kill?