Yea Ayyy When stuck at my lowest I spill out my pain and I wish I could (When stuck at my lowest I spell out my pain and I wish I could vanquish yea) When stuck at my lowest I spell out my pain and I wish I could vanquish Yea Accepted my fate and I'm choosing to face it if we touching bases Yea I take in the light as I take in the pain I take a chance that can take it away Dreaming awake and it left me insane Aiming for joy and it left me with fame When stuck at my lowest I spell out my pain and I wish I could vanquish Yea Accepted my fate and I'm choosing to face it if we touching bases Yea I take in the light as I take in the pain I take a chance that can take it away Dreaming awake and it left me insane I'm for joy and it left me with fame My laundry is dirty my skeletons piling I dress up these salads with thousands of islands This got my tight but yet somehow I'm smiling My life is intriguing I shine like a diamond We going through motions In our head is the usually loudest commotion Working 10 years never seen a promotion At least nothing vertical Throwing me laterals Look at my vertical I think it's stunting my growth took it personal All of that capital financed that rapping though Financed this music and business my business been slapping though My blessings been booming in cities we popping In metros we booming Fuck what y'all just been assuming The paper been stacking resume you zoom in you see That my niggas ain't human you fuming like what Then I'm responding like when You can step in this arena I squander my sins Either it's me or it's him Fuck it or her Ain't no discriminating I am elite with the pen If I talk about wins Some of them fresh out the blue You couldn't see it but I put in hundreds of thousands of hours now peep how I grew I had some help from my crew I had some help from the goat But nobody new I just been moving in stealth Cards I was dealt Run up a table or two Now I just float and I cruise It's all in control Not many can walk in my shoes Hate how it feel when I lose I hate living life by the rules When stuck at my lowest I spell out my pain and I wish I could vanquish Yea Accepted my fate and I'm choosing to face it if we touching bases Yea I take in the light as I take in the pain I take a chance that can take it away I'm dreaming awake and it left me insane Aiming for joy and it left me with fame When stuck at my lowest I spell out my pain and I wish I could vanquish Yea Accepted my fate and I'm choosing to face it if we touching bases Yea I take in the light as I take in the pain I take a chance that can take it away Dreaming awake and it left me insane Aiming for joy and it left me with fame