Yung Nab baby
You know love is, is an incredible thing
And we don't know love like we should
But that real love
That love that sometimes is difficult
Difficult to have
That's that love
And that's a confidence builder
What if I told you I know that I need some help
What if I said I been loving you for myself
What if I lied about honesty buying time for delinquencies seeing mentally
You was losing your health
(Ayy)
What If I honored the feelings I always felt
What if we ended up being with someone else
(Ayy)
What if the others were testing me what if they were best for me
I don't know what is meant for me I need help
(Ayy)
What if I told you I know that I need some help
What if I said I been loving you for myself
(Ayy)
What if I lied about honesty buying time for delinquencies seeing mentally
You was losing your health
(Yea)
What If I honored the feelings I always felt
What if we ended up being with someone else
(Ayy)
What if the others were testing me what if they were best for me
I don't know what is meant for me I need help
(Yea)
What if I told you my mind been feeling conflicted
What if I showed you nirvana things when we kick it
What If I owed you like everything that you're truly worth
And put your feelings in second and all my worries first
What if my what ifs is really truly reality
Blurry thoughts through the allergies now I wait for reactions
Analogies I'm attacking through all my actions
The easy route I had settled for
It was convenient for me and seeing I really hated us clashing
Difficulties describing off how I'm acting
So unfamiliar but yet aware of my actions
My life changing my outlooks on needing people been shattered I'm feeling see through 'Cuz their impressions is lethal on me
The power of support systems
Ayy
The pain make me talk different
The losses in my wins made my thoughts different
Yea
As it is I'm accepting all of my karma
Skill is still a blessing I'm counting up all these commas
No neglecting that I'm the cause of the trauma
Conversations we had them avoiding drama
And I just really want my friend back
My life partner but I understand the impact
And If I can't I'll accept it 'cuz I did that
And this feeling that I caused still resent that
What if I told you I know that I need some help
What if I said I been loving you for myself
What if I lied about honesty buying time for delinquencies seeing mentally
You was losing your health
(Ayy)
What If I honored the feelings I always felt
What if we ended up being with someone else
(Ayy)
What if the others were testing me what if they were best for me
I don't know what is meant for me I need help
(Ayy)
What if I told you I know that I need some help
What if I said I been loving you for myself
(Ayy)
What if I lied about honesty buying time for delinquencies seeing mentally
You was losing your health
(Yea)
What If I honored the feelings I always felt
What if we ended up being with someone else
(Ayy)
What if the others were testing me what if they were best for me
I don't know what is meant for me I need help
(Yea)
You kept mentioning this falling apart do you want to talk about that?
Right now, I'm in a space where
I was dealing with my significant other and
Certain components of myself I didn't realize things were flawed
Until I dealt with her
So like
Now with things going left with us it's showing me a lot of things within myself
I should of been working on