The story could've ended time ago
How did I make it here?
I haven't come to play it seems I haven't made it clear
I put my foot up on their necks but
I don't have an other choice
Coz I'm remembering the times
I thought my fate was near
And she might take a train from out of London
Just to come and see the kid
But isn't knowing that I've turned into a monster
And that's because these little petty kids
They keep on envying my moves
Coz they don't wanna see me prosper
It's shotguns and shellings for things
That try to ruin me
Officer, I just want my results
There's ingenuity
In everything I write
The way I flow on it so fluidly
I know I've changed but don't no body like the newer me
I could've made 6 figures on my results day
Negatively always in my head it's like I'm Coldplay
Milli's in my 20's brother I won't need no 9-5
I'm smiling coz they're saying I'm the chosen one like Jose
Losses got me almost doing suicide
No Mr Carter
They couldn't rip me from the ends
Man I just love the drama
The pressure that I've got
To take my family far away from all this harm just makes my love
For all of this music that I'm making larger
I've got problems that I cannot tell a soul
But since I'm feeling so alone, tell me who is to blame
That's the many consequences when you're entering a game
You must convert to be alive
But I'm so mentally drained
I'm so angry I ain't spoken to my guy
In such a while and his sis don't even help
It's like it's meant to be
I was inspired by the frauds and the scammers
Now they're locked inside the jammer,
I've seen things I wasn't meant to see
I promise
Sometimes when I'm stuck inside my mind
I feel like I've
Turned into a monster
Sometimes when I'm stuck inside my mind
I feel like I've
Turned into a monster
Mummy working overtime
While I'm shooting for No Stopping
Can't imagine, you don't know what I felt
I'm like Hannah, fine line between two different lives
Could be going straight to heaven or
The depths of a hell
Take a step inside my shoes, it's full of violence on streets
Ying and yang, it's when I sing
It's like I'm finding my peace
And I been run down but I've run down donnies
Best forget the whole idea of me hanging my cleets
(Let me turn it up real quick)
Better know what goes around comes around
We ain't playing with you, have us emptying a tun of rounds
(Nah scratch that)
Ladies see me as a villain, they ain't getting any pennies
No ones with me when the fun is out
(Cut the lights out)
There's no telling what would happen
If I let my brother loose so watch your mouth when
You're talking on me
My heart pumping so quick
Coz my homie got a weapon
That'll have a donny looking like he zombie walking
Sometimes when I'm stuck inside my mind
I feel like I've
Turned into a monster
Sometimes when I'm stuck inside my mind
I feel like I've
Turned into a monster
Sometimes when I'm stuck inside my mind
I feel like I've
Turned into a monster
Sometimes when I'm stuck inside my mind
I feel like I've
Turned into a monster