Danger
I was playing with flames in my palms for
The pay and garms, put trust in a stranger
Both black eyes on the ps
Had the backrolls stashed & the risk grew greater
Its funny how i was dishing out trees
Now im running with jeans that are filled up with paper
Gonna be gunning for your shorty, shortly
Surely
Used to reside in morelys
Rentals, skurred in an all black track
With j, we were cutting through lanes like tory
They dont wanna war me
I talk facts but they dont wanna hear my stories
And everybody putting me down
Like am i gonna feel my glory
Only god knows how i leaped and escaped this madness
ATMs
Didn't leave back no crumbs
I was tryna mash work on a natwest
Feelings, lost it
Looking so heartless, damn, i was seeming clueless
Burned out but i made it
Took more twists and turns than a cube from rubix {doubts}
Doubts and flaws
The the world might judge
These scars won't heal with plasters
Could've been right there with the olders
Sorry, but i couldn't let go of no chances
Reckless ventures, i was accepting tension
There was no erasing past
Teachers, tutors, keep it moving
Hope for the near tryna make it last
The london state of mind
These crime rates high
Everyone's mouths just filled with lies
Veterans hate when i needed help
They didn't wanna hear up my cries
Nights gets worse when the years go on
They don't wanna just let you shine
This that london state of mind
The london state of mind
These crime rates high
Everyone's mouths just filled with lies
Veterans hate when i needed help
They didn't wanna hear up my cries
Nights gets worse when the years go on
They don't wanna just let you shine
This that london state of mind
Patience
Stains and thieves tryna make us bleed
Over respect from that gs who are wasted
Look mommy im gonna be the greatest
Nah im ridden of a fate thats tainted
Heart still gated
I can never open up to a chick thats in it for the payment
Going through phases, feeling outdated
If i was face to face with god what would i say?
Would i question his works?
Reveal myself, god knows i'm stuck in my ways
Suns out, guns out looking for a bussdown
Can't trust, can't run out of luck now
Upset i was sitting with the wrong crowd
Somebody told me every minute does count
Whose that guy with the braids and bars and the elegant flow
Oh yeah that's me
You ain't ever seen no kids like us
I was carrying shapes in the school canteen
Late night hurting
Thinking back bout all of them times i was swinging in vain
Didn't even know who i was back then
Nows different, im tryna make a killing in the game
Them neighbors watch with the windows down all gucci
They could never stop this grind
And i know i lost peers from the
Things i fear, but im hustling day till night
Its real man mummy's got debts
Real when im getting those texts, they know im up next
Gets real tryna gather those checks when you're hear dies out
Gets real tryna cover that rent
The london state of mind
The crime rates high
Everyone's mouths just filled with lies
Veterans hate when i needed help
They didn't wanna hear up my cries
Nights gets worse when the years go on
They don't wanna just let you shine
This that london state of mind
The london state of mind
The crime rates high
Everyone's mouths just filled with lies
Veterans hate when i needed help
They didn't wanna hear up my cries
Nights gets worse when the years go on
They don't wanna just let you shine
This that london state of mind
This that london state of mind
This that london state of mind