There was a day when I was ready to die
I wanted to leave and spread my wings for you
It seems so far when I look into the sky
Leave them all cause I wanted to try for you
I had nothing left, no reflection
The very thought of it felt so great
I am honest, I needed affection
For a better life it was too late
The pain, the suffering, the emptiness
You could surely cure my loneliness
You turned my life into the worst
I know that you, you won't let me mourn
I thought that my heart would burst
Cause there will be no return
I need a scissor and I need a knife
The scars cut deeper and I cannot fight
Cut in my arms this is my fucking life
Is there a way out without to fight
Is there somebody? Please step into light
Is there somebody
Look at me, my scars and my mortal frights
You turned my life into the worst
I know that you, you won't let me mourn
I thought that my heart would burst
Cause there will be no return
I lost my head and my body won't mend
Falling on my knees I decided it to end
Now I begin to see
Was this the real me
There is a way out without a fight
To look at me and my mortal frights
You turned my life into the worst
I know that you, you won't let me mourn
I thought that my heart would burst
Cause there will be no return