I can't recall your voice, I can't recall a word Was not given the choice to have my life altered I never saw you go, I never saw the signs Now God he only knows, just why you faltered What held you at bay? What got in the way? Are you looking back on everything now? What you didn't say? What cruel twist of fate? That you turned your back on everything? I've labored most of my life in the shadow of the memory of your love Now I just have to find my way out of the shadow of your memory Life cast you in the role you never cared to play And you've been typecast ever since in repeating daydreams But your understudy stole the lines you were meant to say And I recite them all the time, from the script you threw away And now that you're dead, you're back in my head Are you looking back on everything now? What else would you do? It should have been you But you turned your back on everything I've labored most of my life in the shadow of the memory of your love Now I just have to find my way out of the shadow of your memory Somebody cracked open the door And you just walked right through it Now you're gone and never said goodbye So I'll have to do it What held you at bay? What got in the way? Are you looking back on everything now? What else would you do? It should have been you Are you looking back on anything? I've labored most of my life in the shadow of the memory of your love Now I just have to find my way out of the shadow of your memory Can't find my way out I can't find my way out Can't find my way out I can't find my way out