I sit in silence here alone An agony I've made my own An empty chasm in the dark Is where I choose to hide my heart Something that I've lived with For so very long I've never had an interest In what's right or wrong Deviant or so I'm told Villainous or so extolled A heightened animosity Distorting everything I see This world has closed its doors to me Sat me in the balcony Now my only recompense A gift I've honed to mastery Tainted eyes that strain to see I'm not in prison but I'm never free A curse that somehow has followed me I'm not in prison but I'm never free Looking out this dirty window From inside my trophy room Hostile world, I've been born into Hostile world, I've been consumed I'm the one you sat behind you The one you've chosen to neglect Now I've chosen to confront you You're the wrong I must correct I'm the one you sat behind you The one you've chosen to neglect Now I've chosen to confront you You're the wrong I must correct Tainted eyes that strain to see I'm not in prison but I'm never free A curse that somehow has followed me I'm not in prison but I'm never free Oh, never free Oh, never free