Only once in a while do the pages turn Holy ghost wasting grace that I haven't earned My soul explodes and melts away and now my will is gone I wanted space from all the things that find me in the dark I want to be old and frail and happy When my time has come But I dont get what I want - Oh no i don't I go the wrong way In the fire with novocaine I don't run anymore From the wrong I've done I love a dark place Like i'm trying to seal my fate I dont need anyone To feel the wrong I've done All that I want is someone dear to Me to lie and hide the words that hurt What fools believe we ever get the life that we deserve I wanna to be told " You are the earth, The sky, the sun above " But I don't get what I want - Oh no I don't I go the wrong way In the fire with novocain I don't run anymore From the wrong I've done I love a dark place Like i'm trying to seal my fate I don't need anyone To feel the wrong I've done What makes you think you reached a mountain? What killed your spirit for as long as you remember? I'm close enough to you all to save some space in my heart But I think I waited too long Only once in a while do the pages turn I never get what I want - We never get what we want I go the wrong way In the fire with novocain I don't run anymore From the wrong I've done I love a dark place Like trying to seal my fate I don't need anyone To feel the wrong I've done