I build you up, I help you stand I weather all your cruel demands I'm terrified of every word My anxious heart is on the mend But here I am right back again This beating heart is not your friend But that's you That's so you You go first It's not my loss You go first And I'll go on I know you won't let go of this now So close your mind 'til it hurts What's good for you is killing me The choice is yours and I'm a slave I realize it's only a phase And you eat this up Oh that's enough God knows I'm falling short That's you That's so you We all give up, a part of us You go first It's not my loss You go first And I'll go on I know you won't let go of this now So close your mind 'til it hurts Whatever gives you what you need to live Whatever you say, whatever you say here We tear apart the closest ones to our hearts It's not my loss You go first It's not my loss You go first And I'll go on I know you won't let go of this now So close your mind 'til it hurts