Well, I imbibe at my own pace But the room don't wanna stay in place Was it something I said, something I ate? My legs don't wanna cooperate You said, "You're going much too fast" You said, "You ain't gonna last" But it ain't easy, we all need a guiding hand No, it ain't easy to understand Here I am again, walking sideways in the rain Here I am again, missed my station on the train So set me up down at St. Joe's Hurt pride and a bloody nose ♪ Two steps backwards, one step forward I woke up drunk in a hospital ward A plastic wristband where they printed my name The meds don't help with the imminent shame But it ain't easy, we all need a place to go But it ain't easy and it shows Here I am again, walking sideways in the rain Here I am again, missed my station on the train So set me up down at St. Joe's Hurt pride and a bloody nose ♪ My best ideas come to me when I set the spirits free My best ideas disappear if I can't just let it be The best of times, the worst of crimes, the stories all the same My best ideas come to me when I set the spirits free But it ain't easy to understand ♪ Here I am again, walking sideways in the rain Here I am again, missed my station on the train So set me up down at St. Joe's Hurt pride and a bloody nose My best ideas come to me when I set the spirits free And you know that's just the way it goes