Am I aware of here and now Can I see through the shadows My skin, my eyes, my ears Try to trick me Nightmares had been set Twisted in my head I feel my life regained Breaking all those chains I managed to see clear Struggling with my fear I feel my hatred rise Suppressing all these lies ♪ I force my eyes to look into darkness Force my will to see the truth Brought myself to find out My nightmares are not real ♪ Rise, decay, forlorn Shattered illusions My ways turned out to be Pestilent and tortuous No trace to follow Shattered illusions I feel deaf and numb So shattered and broken ♪ A gruesome face in my dreams Stared at me, didn't cease to be Finally, so it seems I wake up, once again I'm free I force my eyes to look into darkness Force my will to see the truth Brought myself to find out My nightmares are not real ♪ Rise, decay, forlorn Shattered illusions My ways turned out to be Pestilent and tortuous No trace to follow Shattered illusions I feel deaf and numb So shattered and broken ♪ Rise, decay, forlorn Shattered illusions My ways turned out to be Pestilent and tortuous No trace to follow Shattered illusions I feel deaf and numb So shattered and broken