Don't believe what you've lead yourself to believe
When the ones you trust the most
Will make you beg on your knees
And they'll tear you into pieces till they've got what they need
Then wake you up and tell you it was only a dream
So go and tell the figures who are stuck in the haze
That life is just a riddle and love is a maze
And you'll never leave this town until the bills have been paid
And if you try to lead me on I'll get you lost in the game
And when my heart is beating like a marching band drum
And I can't feel my feet and I can't hold my tongue
I know if these words leave you totally numb
That I'll still have the chance to take back what I have done
So listen to these lyrics and forget all the rest
Just sit back and think about how I tried my best
I never meant to get myself caught up in this test
But I did it anyway in the hopes you'd say yes
So at the end of this when you're all alone
I hope you'll regret and want to pick up the phone
But you won't get an answer or a speak after the tone
Cause you know I'll have forgotten you no I won't be home
And when my heart is beating like a marching band drum
And I can't feel my feet and I can't hold my tongue
I know if these words leave you totally numb
That I'll still have the chance to take back what I have done
And when my head is spinning like a record player
I hear your voice and I moment later
I'll know if these words leave you totally numb
That I'll still have the chance to take back what I have done
I thought we could have it all
But I've built back my walls
I thought we'd have it all
Built I've built back walls
My walls, My walls
And when my heart is beating like a marching band drum
And I can't feel my feet and I can't hold my tongue
I know if these words leave you totally numb
That I'll still have the chance to take back what I have done
And when my head is spinning like a record player
I hear your voice and A moment later
I'll know if these words leave you totally numb
That I'll still have the chance to take back what I have done
What I have done
What I have done
What I have done