Afro Csmo Y'all Stupid
I See You Diegs
I been feeling distant from the world my whole life
I been going through it, I just wanna hear its alright
I been on the road all alone, lotta long nights
I been feeling lost in my thoughts you ain't notice
I won't shed a tear I just pour up
I don't wanna feel no emotion
I don't wanna wake up when I'm dreaming
I don't wanna sober up when I'm leaning
Is it really genuine or its just beneficial
Are them voices in my head or are they in my mental
They would love to see me trip and fall before the finish
They throwing smut up on my name tryna corrupt my image
Pride and egos that's the reason for them broken bridges
They tried to take them knifes out my back soon as they saw the vision
Tryna act like they ain't do me dirty, tryna play the victim
I hadda find out for myself that that blood ain't thicker than that water
I let you in to help you heal and you just left me scarred up
I shoulda known you wasn't real first time you came around us
Told my momma I was done poppin pills but they still in my system
I told em I was done sippin I still pour prescriptions
Can't lie you hit me where my heart is
Can't lie you got me feeling heartless
I been feeling distant from the world my whole life
I been going through it, I just wanna hear its alright
I been on the road all alone, lotta long nights
I been feeling lost in my thoughts you ain't notice
I won't shed a tear I just pour up
I don't wanna feel no emotion
I don't wanna wake up when I'm dreaming
I don't wanna sober up when I'm leaning
When's it gonna start gettin easy
I know that they believe me
Feel like I'm in the ground where the seeds be
Feel like I'm dead searching for a feeling
Feel like my mind playing tricks on me and I'm believing
I just wanna vacation
I just wanna touch the stars and say I made it
Just wanna take it far like a spaceship
I just wanna pour a muddy 6 and straight face it
Doze off and have a dream, and turn that dream to the basics
Turn that dream to the basics
Searching for a spot to find some happiness I'm hopeless
I thought I was getting closer
Now I'm back to stage one but I don't feel like starting over
Over
I been feeling distant from the world my whole life
I been going through it, I just wanna hear its alright
I been on the road all alone, lotta long nights
I been feeling lost in my thoughts you ain't notice
I won't shed a tear I just pour up
I don't wanna feel no emotion
I don't wanna wake up when I'm dreaming
I don't wanna sober up when I'm leaning
I just wanna pour up when I'm feigning
I don't wanna sober up when I'm leaning
And I ain't gifted I'm committed
I put drugs in my system when I feel like something's missing
And I ain't perfect but I'm working
Make me feel like I'm worth it can you help me touch the surface
And I ain't lonely I was counted out
Watch me show out for every time you niggas let me down
Voices in my head and I can't get em out
Voices in my head and I can't get em out