Sitting here looking at the fire My life passes before my eyes I feel so tired I could die As the night sky falls upon me I think of everything I love Lonely tears are coming from my eyes I watch the world around me The little things remind me How my life was easy before It's so hard to remember On ling cold december Wainting for the sun to shine on me If I knew what I had before I would have chosen another door The path I took Wasn't what I thought at all Looking back Oh, I wish I could Live eternity in my childhood Lord I wish I could... Holding on to what escaped me Too many years ago The voices echo in mu soul So many lost desires Too many broken dreams I'm going back I'll find a way