There is a pain in my chest And though I had pretend To finally know it It's time tied on my tongue A thousand words repeating like a pendulum Maybe it's just me versus jealousy But god made so tempting to say Give it a rest I shouldn't have to say this But now I struggle to recognize you You can always consider me a friend Just strictly in the past tense Maybe it's just me and hypocrisy Still I'm just trying to say Give it a rest I shouldn't have to say this But now I struggle to recognize you Give it a rest I shouldn't have to say this But now I struggle to recognize you You've indicated That I'm nothing but a friend you hated You've indicated That I'm nothing but a friend you hated I'm sorry that I haven't said Give it a rest I shouldn't have to say this But now I struggle to recognize you Give it a rest