I don't want to have to defend my medicine, But I've done dumb deeds time and again. And these demons I need pull up my number. And I can barely breathe around another. Case in point: In the back hall, I shrink into the wall. Oh, Chicago I get shy. Oh, Division, I divide lines Any curious kittens I Gotta cover and kiss goodbye. Oh, never ever would I ever lie, Or maybe only to try To lessen the letdown. Oh, I used to make sense. Now I shut up just for sake of stasis. I'm sedate on such a steady basis. I keep quiet to help quell the crisis; Light crisis. Dozing in a daze then Drowning in adrenalin. Lullabies on Belden Alarm bells on Ashland I cannot remember last night. I forgot if I made you cry. I forgot if we kissed goodbye. I forgot if we were alive. Turn on, turn on light crisis.