Should I be practicing my sleep For the words you couldn't keep You're just tired of all the things I said we'd do but never did I guess I thought I was a man but I'm just a kid But going through it in my head again You said what you needed to say Before the summer came But the rain it washed away all the hope that remained Wake up slightly panicked with my face flush You are the thing I can not think of I'm the mistake that you have made up You are the ghost of a person that once held me close I'm the shell of a man who once lost what meant most Should I be practicing my sleep For the words you couldn't keep You're just tired of all the things I said we'd do but never did I couldn't eat for days I thought I'd stay awake And let my body decay in a bed that we shared Just throw it away like you never cared Like you never cared I, I tried a lot, a lot of different fucking ways To give my heart to you for you to stay Still I'm not enough I'll probably always be the thing that took three years from you A waste of time Cold and acting brash I seem to settle on the facts The fires out the lights are off Slowly moving on and always thinking of the Fact we'll never lock our lips together again