Swallow all the rain Sorry that it's such a shame I'm the one to blame Don't really remember Ever getting any better You tried to keep the sane Xanax down the drain As I dwell on past mistakes A broken chandelier Waste another year You helped me numb the pain I won't smoke weed If that makes you more happy I won't be depressed, I'll be The happiest thing you've seen I won't take pills or anything that makes me feel And I won't give up on you after all thses years