I hide myself behind the smoke of all the dope I blow That's my shade, that's where I find my hope I don't pick my calls I just write my notes Drowning in my fucking thoughts Relationship problems are the least of my problems my jealousy I ain't gon show Niggas be playing I'm the one with her soul She fell in love with me without any ropes I swore I'll do better cause women are problems and There's lotta X's I solved The issue's I had no remorse These bitches turned my heart a frost eh! Skeet skeet skeet now let's take a pause bitch that's how it goes Cause I got the world on my balls But I found the one And I found the one The one that's gonna ease my pain And I found the one And I found the one The one I thought would ease my pain I found the one that I needed She gave me something I didn't believe in I was so lost with my demons Opened her heart just to let me in She understood all my reasons She got me friending,she is my weakness She took away all my bleakness Up everynight I was sleepless I trusted her with my secrets I trusted her with my feelings Like a virus inside of my system All these emotions is tearing I gave you a heart that could listen But caring too much got me bleeding See you made me someone I isn't Don't know tha fuck I was thinkin Don't know tha fuck I was thinkin Don't know tha fuck I was Don't know tha fuck I was thinkin I do not trust... Niggas I'm taking my time ain't no rush Down on the hush I put in the work,while u fuss Fuck all that bluff shit I'm putting the game in a clutch Came from the dust Came from the mud So nobody stopping the kid Life gave me lessons I'll pop on the quiz Wasting no time on a bitch I'm making this cash and I'm copping a crib My momma so proud of my shit She knows I'm good and that's all that I need I put the game on her knees And all of these rappers get caught in a blitz Double V and S Typa shit I'm tryna manifest yeah yeah Coulda been the best but I'm not like anybody else yeah yeah Puffing on my cess Take it outside and I'm fighting all my stress Lotta niggas left I gotta make it by myself Yeah yeah Gotta make it by myself Lotta niggas left I gotta make it by myself Yeah yeah