The tragedies of life, the love that comes with pain
Hope is all you have when you trying to maintain
Digging myself deeper is it money that we need
Suicidal thoughts I'm seeing murders while I sleep
I can't help but feel like there's more that we can be
Am I going crazy is my mind playing tricks on me
Is my mind playing tricks on me
The tragedies of life, the love that comes with pain
Hope is all you have when you trying to maintain
Digging myself deeper is it money that we need
Suicidal thoughts I'm seeing murders while I sleep
These hollows they was testing, I don't follow my suggestions
I keep a semi auto just in case I need protection
Deep down in the gallows man I know I ain't perfection
I can't see my shadow when I walk in this direction
That drug no I can't handle I can't talk less we connected
The scent of just a candle make me think of these injections
I gotta lethal weapon, and it's my microphone
Leave you dead in thirty seconds from a single micro dose
The time I spent reflecting ended up meaning nothing
At least I realized I gotta be achieving something
Even if I leave the world as nothing, these little boys and girls they all accustomed
To listening to nothing but fucking assumptions
Can't even get a lunch in without they parents all stumbling
They gone off of the dope again, too young to even know if it's the vitamins or heroin
He's back up on the dope, he acts like it's a hoax
And all his family hope that he don't fucking overdose cause it's the only thing he knows
At Christmas all he brings is a hint of false hope
No presents and no jokes the house is so cold
His presence is unknown cause he's never ever home
Digging himself deeper into a steep hole
He might just meet the reaper and forget he had a soul
Forget the brothers keepers man his family home alone
Not talking bout McCallister, in the span of a calendar year
He ran through these scams when he should of been just expanding his career
Whatever happens happens that's the devil in his ear
One more beer take one more pill to stop these fucking tears
And all his dollar bills going towards his addiction just as he predicted
Now he looks inside the mirror and all he sees is fear
Can't ever seem to stop disconnected from his peers
He'll rot before he's 40 he don't even care he hasn't for some years
The cycle of the struggle and he's no longer here
The tragedies of life, the love that comes with pain
Hope is all you have when you trying to maintain
Digging myself deeper is it money that we need?
Suicidal thoughts I'm seeing murders while I sleep
I'm stuck moving victim of the punch down so we up shooting
The zrush fuel him
Fully exhausted inhaling fumes in
My mind works in parallels a start at each end
Went from wishing on a star, to reaching for a star within
This shit get dark and then get dark again
I'm in the triple blackness
Kicking facts, while niggas mad
No sparkles on they drink
I cut a nigga off like pardon him
Caught a part of him I'm not on par with, and I'm impartial to narcissists
Shit it hurt me too like a brother how I perceived you
I cut off my right hand
It's all getting too cerebral
Liu fereigno, watch em' change it for the green so
I'd like to plant a seed to see the change before the green show
We need growth, I'm not afraid of science
Soul defiant the world is yours Chico
Let's end it all like Mayan
How they make it through the wall
We pushed through the wire
And niggas hate to hear you talk when you the truth, no lying
I'm the indefinite definition of repetition
Negligent to his position led to think different
Pushed to the brink pour the liquor down the sink
Did that shit for myself give a fuck what you think
I can't lie I've been smoking, but shit I need the green
Even Bill Clinton took a hit at least I ain't a fiend
I was raised in the bay, hit you with the lake effect
Break ya neck leave you seeing stars like a space cadet
Angel of death made to impress laced with freebase and meth
Soaking through a fucking vein in my chest
Fatally blessed rabies inside of my brain and my flesh
Taking what's left and creating an inescapable debt
Black sheep of the family, so fuck what the rest herd
I'm blessed, kick that shit that make your chest hurt
Lab inside my grandmamas basement call me Dexter
The feds gonna turn me to a diamond with this pressure
However, I stay y'all come and go like the weather
You claim that Issa gimmick I think you just aren't clever
Mimic my decisions with no precision to no avail
Y'all sipping out the tap I done found the holy grail
The tragedies of life
The love that comes with pain