Why do I try to fit in? Sink every time that I swim I suffer in silence out of habit Never turn to violence I don't have it in me Tell myself, "Get off the phone." Sometimes you're better alone In some ways I'm kind of like a shadow And I'm something you don't take, but you borrow Used to love the way I saw the world All the colors that I heard Thought I'd always be the girl my dad saw in me growing up But I let myself just go And everybody knows I'm starting to think its true Now that the worlds gone blue Break me down, I'll fit the mold Happens the more you get old Time means nothing when you're in a battle With yourself and how you think you'll feel tomorrow Used to love the way I saw the world All the colors that I heard Thought I'd always be the girl my dad saw in me growing up But I let myself just go And everybody knows I'm starting to think its true Now that the worlds gone blue Why do I try to fit in? Sink every time that I swim