If I die before I make it
Then at least I'll go to heaven
Where I'll be appreciated
You might have the talent
But you not initiated
Can't ignore my feelings
When I'm Tryna be creative
All these algorithms, self esteem depreciated
Watchin people did me dirty get congratulated
Cool is how I play it nigga, Boo is how I'm feelin
And I'm tired of chillin, make a move is how I'm feelin
Angel vs the demon
And I gotta mediate it
Know the blessings coming
I just need the ETA
This Industry is funny style
I love it and I hate
Plus I'm getting money now
I need it for my baby
That beginning feeling I been tryna recreate it
All the shit I'm dealing with could leave a nigga jaded
But another year on earth is cause for celebration
I got dogs that didn't make it
I can't forfeit all my graces
If I take my time
And I have patience
It'll all make sense
It'll all make sense
I'm like
One two three
Blessings pouring on me
I'll make sure I'm gonna be
Everything I wanna be
I keep thinking ima wake up on my on again
I don't see nothing the same since I was born again
I been learning that forgiveness is a sign of strength
If I did you wrong I'm hopin could find the strength
I got exes that I hurt cause I was not at 10
I got people I let down cause I was not a friend
But when I turned to face myself man I was not afraid
I'm in different chapter now and tryna change the page
Been learning to accept myself cause I was Taylor made
And If focus on the present they'll be better days
There's beauty in every phase
Truly it never fades
God don't make no mistakes
Playin for higher stakes
Moving all that'll Shake
Carvin all of the shapes
Puttin them all in place
Giving more than I take
We ain't takin a break
Giving all that it takes
Keep my energy safe
If I take my time
And I have patience
It'll all make sense
It'll all make sense
I'm like
One two three
Blessings pouring on me
I'll make sure I'm gonna be
Everything I wanna be
Certain seasons
Be making you miss
All the wrong people
And a nigga like me
You know I can't just call somebody and tell em I miss them
Its, yeah bitch it's snowing
Snow rhymes with hoes
So you know
I thought of you