Envision a younger me Converse on and a baby tee Kanye on my CD player Admired beats by epmd Daddy never phoned home So I picked up when you called And you became my addiction, without you I had withdrawals I'm talking cold sweats And mood swings Yea you took me higher but somehow I still had blue dreams So I pushed you to the side, acquired hoop dreams Always had skin like Sheba, but you made me a true queen Can your love stay consistent Or should I switch my routine Man I hate you But I love you When I'm down Who else above you I am me That's because you Tell you my problems Cause I trust you You was there I can't stunt you Hold you down If you stumble Got your back I can't front you Fight for your love Imma rumble But I'm so tired of you Can't you see that I'll die for you Cross T's and dot I's for you Put my pride to the side for you Cause I heard you was creepin on the low With a bitch that ain't better than me How could you put her ahead of me All on your arm This ain't jealousy But I thought I was your favorite melody I was A1 You ain't credit me You bring me alive But should be dead to me Never leave my side What you said to me But you ain't even here in this bed with me Fuck Imma fool for you Imma still call Imma fool for you Mr. Right but you so wrong Told you about my past You know how my love never last Maybe cause I ain't know love from my dad And mom caught flights to give me what I had You preyed upon me I was lonely You made it seem like we was homies Invited you in and you got real cozy Now you know me better than I know me Man this shit cut deep Man I barely slept for weeks Tell me you ain't into deep Tell me I won't become your black sheep Cause I just wanna be your only one Fuck them bitches I'm the holy one Look at all the shit we overcome Don't give up on me now, cause we ain't done But if I gotta change the woman that I like Just so I can have you stay home at night So you don't mess with what what you said was not your type Showing they ass and they pussy To get the likes But to each his own But you know I gave you a wholesome home Still a real fly bitch to every bone Imma 100 with you, never need a loan But if you don't love me as much as I love you Might as well say fuck you But it was me and you on SoundCloud You told me keep sending my links out Then I ended up on BET You told me keep living my dreams out Man I thought I'd hit the charts with you But I guess you took a scheme route Closer I got the more distant you got What I ain't good enough Cause I don't make my pussy pop Or talk bout how the bed rock Or fuck the boss so I can get the top spot Man I'm feeling like you played me Matter fact, this shit ain't me Music made me but it won't renovate me Or break me