Questioning my motives
And it's lonely at the bottom
Buried 6 feet deep
What I reap is what i sow and
Lately I've been growing
Exploring the spaces in timelines
That are flowing
Theories from the low end
That I practice in my poems
Swear they've never been to
Where I'm at and Where I'm going
Open mind palaces
The wine in my chalice
Looking fine as I dine on the bits
That's embarrassing
Trying to cherish all the
Memories full of losses
The world make me react like
Enzo in a 'Rarri trying to hold my horses
Flooding the highway
Gallery looking like sea of Galilee
I'm underwater, looking up to Yaweh
Hope I find my purpose by the morning
If I die today
Sometimes I wish I had wings
So I could fly away
But I got promises to keep and
Million miles to go before I sleep, yeah
Maybe that's what you call life
Do you love it enough to live it twice?
Or are done with it?
Tired of having fun with it?
Tattling the tales of turmoils
That's gonna come with it
Maybe that's what you call life
That's what I call a bitch
So she could never be my wife
And do I love her enough to live it nice?
I don't know
But you bet I fucked her twice
Now was it all worth it?
Cause sometimes it feels like this shit is not working
Gifted her a baggage of emotions
Not a Birkin
All black everything
The dark that I was lurking through
And I know there's better days to come
I was hiding from myself
Finding better ways to run
I need prayers full of passion
Like when they praise the one
For the lights from the heaven
That set ablaze the sun
Now celebrate, I won
Like better late than none
Ventilate the lungs
With vegetation from
The hills of the south of where I stay upon
Following my prints
But when I fade, I'm gone, yeah
Told my homies
Got to make it out the valley
The world is much bigger that these
Krooked K alleys, that we rally through
Searching for a place with some Newari food
Take another bite and wash it down
With some Newari booze
And I love home
But sadly that's all that I've ever known
And sometimes I feel I don't belong
I forget who I am
Can't recall where I'm from
And where I'm at
Can't remember where I'm going so
Maybe that's what you call life
Could you love it enough to live it twice?
I can't be done with it
I'm just having fun with it
Toasting to the triumphs of the battles
That we won with it
Maybe that's what you call life
Just went and bought a ring
So I'll ask her to be my wife
And we could have a family
And live it all nice
And maybe it's not bad at all
Living it twice, yeah