(It's me that I can't make it back to) (I'll only run if I have to) (It's me that I can't make it back to) I'll only run if I have to Tell me that l'm not there It's me that I can't make it back to How'd you find me if I'm nowhere? And I can't be the weight of it holding me to my despair I'll only stay if I have to Stay till I disappear Keeping me safe How it never felt like you were keeping me safe Every time I tried I couldn't see through my face I couldn't see them moving but they leadin' my way They hangin' from the ceiling all the way to my basement and I'm Running round in circles till they know that my patience was gone How it never felt like you were keeping me safer at all Pulling away from my arm How it never felt like you were keeping me safe I'll only run if I have to Tell me that l'm not there It's me that I can't make it back to How'd you find me if I'm nowhere? And I can't be the weight of it holding me to my despair I'll only stay if I have to Stay till I disappear Why'd I always pull me to the ground Told me it's my body that they said they never found Funny how it's me that never wanted me around I tried to keep my demons underneath me when I fell Why'd you always pull me to the floor I'm getting sick of talking to your shadow at my door Funny how it's me that never wanted me at all I try to keep my demons underneath me when I fall I'll only run if I have to Tell me that l'm not there It's me that I can't make it back to How'd you find me if I'm nowhere? And I can't be the weight of it holding me to my despair I'll only stay if I have to Stay till I disappear I'll only run if I have to Tell me that l'm not there It's me that I can't make it back to How'd you find me if I'm nowhere? And I can't be the weight of it holding me to my despair I'll only stay if I have to Stay till I disappear (I'll only run if I have to) (It's me that I can't make it back to) (I'll only run if I have to)