Yeah, I want it But I don't need it And now at times I wish the memories could be deleted I think about the way You left me feeling so defeated You're just another bad decision That I keep repeating It's got me heated Like I'ma be the one to keep the fire stoked Got some issues But my condition was never diagnosed Try and cope Refocus my vision to kaleidoscope Only know a few that treated me the same When I was broke The lack of signal had me disconnected I'll admit that most my energy was misdirected I couldn't take responsibility or see the blessing Now I recognize that it was only my perspective In the mirror I respect the man I see reflected Took the weight up off my back and now I'm decompressing Always begging for a sign but never heed a message No insurance on my life, I had to repossess it I've been under the impression You still think about me But I don't have any reason To believe assumptions I've spent hours in confession What a waste of effort Guilt of a criminal I gave it all and escaped with nothing I've been under the impression You still think about me But I don't have any reason To believe assumptions I've spent hours in confession What a waste of effort Guilt of a criminal I gave it all and escaped with nothing