I feel like I've drown in the ocean Lately every day the same I just try to go through the motions I can only get sleep when it rains I try to be out in the open By wearing my heart on my sleeve I try to reveal the emotion But it's getting harder to breathe I had to be honest with me That I couldn't give what you wanted of me I saw in a dream that I would have it all But this shit isn't all that I thought it would be Remember the way that we'd dance? Remember the wine we'd drink in the autumn? I used to think we had a chance But now I just sink to the bottom Pick me up Hit the plug Get the drugs Line of coke In a rush Sin and lust Give it up Or die alone Stay above Pull the plug Quit the drugs Try to cope Fell in love Still in love Was it love? I don't know I feel like I've drown in the ocean Lately every day the same I just try to go through the motions I can only get sleep when it rains I try to be out in the open By wearing my heart on my sleeve I try to reveal the emotion But it's getting harder to breathe