Black widow on my windowsill Dark shadow in the corner of my room I catch a fever when I get so ill It doesn't matter when the feelings all consume My heart sinks I can't think The ice melts In my drink I try to wish it away The come down Is too loud I'm too proud To reach out I feel it slipping away I used to call you when I'd get like this But I was in the wrong to think you'd care And things are different now But I still feel your poison in the air I don't mean to complain But we just aren't the same And I accept the blame But I don't know if I should stay Don't know if I should stay here Don't know if I should stay Don't know if I can stay here with you Black widow on my windowsill Dark shadow in the corner of my room I catch a fever when I get so ill It doesn't matter when the feelings all consume My heart sinks I can't think The ice melts In my drink I try to wish it away