I can't believe what I've said Or what goes on in my head I'm hanging on by a thread So far, it feels too far away I can't believe what I've done I hate who I have become I wish I wasn't so numb So far, it feels too far away Feeling like I'm 'bout to self-destruct Every little thing, it stress me out When I need you, never help me up Easier for you to let me down Sorry if I struck a chord Now you shut the door Leave me dying on the floor Like you've done before Gave you everything I had But you wanted more My head and heart still at war I knew I'd lose it, I confess You criticized, I tried my best So let me put it all to rest I need to get this off my chest I can't believe what I've said Or what goes on in my head I'm hanging on by a thread So far, it feels too far away I can't believe what I've done I hate who I have become I wish I wasn't so numb So far, it feels too far away