Ive been out there on my own
And Ive never been running home
No help needed at all
Ive been alone for many years
I fell in love with the silence sounding like a storm
When no ones yelling in your dome
People never searched for whereabouts
They dont even care if youre around
Lost boy in his room and hes dreaming sky high
And down to the pits of hell he yells
The agony and pain that he might feel
Doesnt have to be real
To feel as if steel yielded by a knight might slowly pierce
In his heart yea
In his fuckin heart
The blood thats leakin out is dark
Seems like hes already lost
Lost hope, don't float
Sink into the drain, I go
Won't surface, give into the curse
And succumb to the pain I show
Rip the photo from the wall to the floor
Glass shards of the frame I broke
Now I stand barefoot in the snow
Thinking I deserve this, but I just don't know
I don't want an antidote
I'ma let the poison take me now
Feel it when I start to choke
Hold me underwater girl, make me drown
I don't want an antidote
I'ma let the poison take me now
Feel it when I start to choke
Hold me underwater girl, make me drown
Ive been screaming out into the night
Im hopeless, feeling lost
Ive been seeing things that cant be
Still I hear them in the dark
Whats your motive know your plotting
Sharp the knife and make the cut
Dont you dare to freeze a second
Things will heat up, hell will come
Cold stares, lookin at me
Hateful smiles, directed at me
Do you think I care about what you seem to see?
No i do not, cause you are nothing to me
Ive been runnin on the side lines
Grew up by myself
People shouting things at me
No it wasnt fair
Trusted in the ones we loved
And got paid back pain
Still havem on my mind
I know who to blame
Im doin fine now
Once was gettin insane
Remember countin hours
Lookin at blank walls
Took me years just to learn
How to order my thought
Took years to find a sense of peace
Inside of my heart
No way out of here
No way but to fear
I dont want an antidote
Imma let the poison take me now
Feeling when I start to choke
Hold me underwater girl make me drown
I dont want an antidote
Imma let the poison take me now
Feeling when I start to choke
Hold me underwater girl make me drown