Write songs just to get me through the day Black lungs, cold heart, too cold to play On my tongue that weight dissolves away If Im wrong i'll jump off that highway She hmu wana talk about feelings But I numb it up till I don't fucking feel them Tell me world have I succeeded Tryna I keep it inside will I conceal it She wants to see it all Even a place I hold my secrets She wants to see it all Even a place I hold my demons She hmu wana talk about feelings I numb em up till I don't fucking feel them Tell me world have I succeeded Tryna keep it inside will I conceal it She wants to see it all Even a place I hold my secrets She wants to see it all Even a place I hold my demons Write songs just to get me through the day Black lungs, cold heart, too cold to play On my tongue that weight dissolves away If Im wrong i'll jump off that highway She's always there when i need her She's always there when im breaking down I never kept any secrets She know my demons inside out I let her in on everything If people knew i know theyd run She hit my phone but i let it ring I don't want to let her down Not today, not again Rollin up, for the pain People caused me, in the past People hurt me, made it last Have to work now Everyday And i work hard Till im paid Wanna help you Help myself Girl i might just Kill myself