I've been finding love in all the wrong places
I just wanna see some familiar faces
But it's been so long since I had a conversation
Haven't seen a well known face in ages
(Fuck)
At fifteen, I lost my head
So I almost drank myself to death
At sixteen yeah, I was fed
Drugs, getting close to a final breath
I was in high school
Fueling my addiction
It's been so long
Since I had some feeling
Fuck, I'm so pathetic
God, I'm so anxious
But I can't help it
Hate this feeling
What is this feeling?
I jus' need to numb it
Never see me cryin'
Never cry in public
What am I feeling?
You'll never know it
I was taught to hide it
Never see me talkin'
Now I'm so anxious
Always fuckin' nauseous
Can't fuckin' stand it
How long can I take it?
Can't fuckin' take it
I don't wanna do this
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna fuckin die
I've been finding love in all the wrong places
I just wanna see some familiar faces
But it's been so long since I had a conversation
Haven't seen a well known face in ages
(Fuck)
At fifteen, I lost my head
So I almost drank myself to death
At sixteen yeah, I was fed
Drugs, getting close to a final breath