Lighter like a supernova
Inhale then I sip the soda
30 in my nose, it's all gone
Aim down the sight, pull the trigger, it's over
I don't know what I should think anymore
I light gasoline, & then I close the door
But what good does a closed door do if it's ash?
Trail of bodies behind me
I'm so bored of the pain, of not feeling anything
Lackthereof, I'll inject about anything into my arms
Track marks from emotion, substance abuse til I'm gone
My actions are wrong in the eyes of the persecutor
But I guess that's the one in the mirror
Disappointment crawls on her face
As her frown creeps along
& All hope is erased
I sit alone waiting for my time to come
Room service touching up so I can have some fun
Suitcase contents sprawled out on the white comforter
White in the needle while I sit & comfort her
Black in her eyes as we fade to the Other Side
Empty our stomachs, fill our veins with incandescent light
Lay back light porcelain dolls
It makes sense seeing as how we break when we fall
The lights twinkle from above & we spin in circles
She wants to fly, I told her "Take my hand, we'll become immortal"
I told her that her dress looks pretty with all that floral
She wants to die, I told her "Take my hand, together we're mortal"
But I'm alone for life
She's just a figment of my drug-induced delusions
Oh, I feel trapped in this Apartment Complex
What's next? What's next? What's next?