I been losing my direction
Can't move on but I keep on steppin'
Don't know what's right so I'm second guessin'
People want me dead, this shit got me stressin'
Got the 9 by my side it's a smith and wesson
Try takin' what's mine it'll leave you breathless
Every night I wanna die that's my confession
Still zooted off the drugs bitch i'm young and i'm reckless
She in my past but her memory still gon haunt me
Movin' out I found your red hoodie in my laundry
Still got love for you even though you don't want me
Still got love for my enemies who done wronged me
Every time I black out it leave me in a quandry
I ain't check my voicemail, seein who done called me
Moving on from my mistakes but it's still gonna cost me
Holdin on to every word, everything that you taught me
Lookin' different, they don't understand so they taunt me
Only ones showin' love is my mom and my auntie
Tryna run from my past, take a flight out the country
When I step on the stage I just hope they applaud me
I been losing my direction
Can't move on but I keep on steppin'
Don't know what's right so I'm second guessin'
People want me dead, this shit got me stressin'
Got the 9 by my side it's a smith and wesson
Try takin' what's mine it'll leave you breathless
Every night I wanna die that's my confession
Still zooted off the drugs bitch i'm young and i'm reckless