I know what I said
But things change when you are a kid
I wish I was dead
But I know this pain aint lasting
I dug you out a deeper hole but then I put myself right on back in
Oh what have I done
Two whole months of push and pull but another year of memories are wasted
I know it was fun
I know that I fucked up
And that now I'm on the cusp of
Going back to my old ways
I know you still loved me
And then I just up and leave
I just want to say I'm sorry
No you don't have to accept my apology
I know all my friends
Go and call me an asshole again
I know what I did
Don't know if I liked her or the attention
I feel like I'm buried alive
With a muzzle on so no one hears my cries
I guess Im fine
Here I am being left alone
With the covers on got no one left to hold
To hold me close
I know that I fucked up
And that now I'm on the cusp of
Going back to my old ways
I know you still loved me
And then I just up and leave
I just want to say I'm sorry
No you don't have to accept my apology
(Oh, oh, oh)
My apology
I know that I fucked up
And that now I'm on the cusp of
Going back to my old ways
I know you still loved me
And then I just up and leave
I just want to say I'm sorry
No you don't have to accept my apology