I used to call you up drunk
It was always out of love
And a little out of line
Cause I told a couple lies, like
I don't need you now, and
It's not working out
The truth is I felt guilty
And didn't wanna bring you down
Gave you both the introduction
Didn't think that you would love him
You said you'd love me broken
You must've been misspoken then
And now it's my turn to forget
All the letters that I wrote
With the words I never spoke
Now they're better off enclosed
From the you I used to know
Like the photo in my wallet
That I used to show my friends
Now when they ask about you
I just keep it where it's been
Now I just have to ask you if he knows
That the only type of soda
You drink is Dr. Pepper
Do you even remember
All those nights we stayed up
Dreams I could've made up now
Now I'm just tryna figure out how to feel again
Or should I just pretend
How to feel again
Oh tell me when will this end
Tell me are you warmer with the sheets
Do you kick him in his sleep
Like you did when it was you and me
Cause even though I'm not around
You still kick me while I'm down
And you're making it harder to speak
But okay, okay
Shoulda never made you wait
But wait, just wait
I thought I needed space in my head
Then I filled it with regrets
Alright, alright
Won't think of you I said
I'll lie, I lied
My ears are turning red
Once again, all I can do is pretend
Cause round and round I go
On this carousel heading nowhere fast
And these moments continue to last
Their presence is closer to those in the past
Now I just have to ask you if he knows
That the only type of soda
You drink is Dr. Pepper
Do you even remember
All those nights we stayed up
Dreams I could've made up now
Now I'm just tryna figure out how to feel again
Or should I just pretend
How to feel again
Oh tell me when will this end