Trying to beat this battle inside of me
Don't fret nah there's always a rivalry
Big talk don't you know that's venomous
Stay away, cut the music for emphasis
I've been outside looking in all this time
Trying to make sense of it all in a rhyme
Crying out for explanation
I can't be taken away from all of this pain
Instead I say a prayer but nobody came
Making up a new delusion, rewrite the past
What makes you human is here to last yeah
Explain this battle in my brain yeah
These thoughts are driving me insane yeah
All night chaotically lethargic
Ending in sight, nope thank you Logic
Lightning bolts they bounce around the room now
Hype it up I'll tell you what to do now
Too much energy, I need an outlet
Found it? Doubt it, reset my mindset
Looking for an answer morning to evening
Diving too deep, these memories deceiving
Mariana's blessing turned into a curse
Endlessly digressing let me tell you what's worse
Dive
Down
Dive
Down
Don't you give up on me now
I can't live without your love now