These lonely nights
Sleeping in the backseat of the car
Reliving fights that broke my heart
Bitter words that missed their mark
But things could always get better
Lonely nights it all came down
Crashing in to burn me out
Set me free from all these doubts
That things'll never get better
Let me apologize now
Cause I've been a dick
Short of bullying
Or border-lining it I've been down
I keep falling in
I push you out again
You had enough
You'd think by now
Will I get out of this?
Am I a masochist?
Send a psychologist
Help me out
Cause I've projected
A thousand messages
Into the universe that I want out
I still walk by
The apartment to see if you're alright
These lonely nights
Sleeping in the backseat of the car
Reliving fights that broke my heart
Bitter words that missed their mark
But things could always get better
Lonely nights it all came down
Crashing in to burn me out
Set me free from all these doubts
That things'll never get better
I'm overdoing it
I'm overdosing it
You can call it
Self-sabotage
Call in an ambulance
A toxicologist
Cause I can't find my goddamn pulse
And I'm spitting out the venom now
From bites on an open wound
And I can't stop this infection with
The ways I'm trying to
I still walk by
The apartment cause I'm not alright
These lonely nights
Sleeping in the backseat of the car
Reliving fights that broke my heart
Bitter words that missed their mark
But things could always get better
Lonely nights it all came down
Crashing in to burn me out
Set me free from all these doubts
That things'll never get better
Trauma checkpoints my memories
Cause it's hard to forget
The moments that
You just can not believe
Trauma checkpoints my memories
Cause it's hard to forget
The moments that
You just can not believe
Those moments never leave
These lonely nights
Sleeping in the backseat of the car
Reliving fights that broke my heart
Bitter words that missed their mark
But things could always get better
Lonely nights it all came down
Crashing in to burn me out
Set me free from all these doubts
That things'll never get better