I guess it's still what I want Try to paint a picture but all I get is lost Now it's the first of the month again But I'm already over it I can count on my fingers the times I looked at your face and you looked into mine I can write everything that I like But reading it back makes me sick And I'll convince myself again I love this It's easy to waste it But I wish I could face it In this artificial place My innocence is killing this again I can't begin to ease it, but I'll break it in Let the road become your own What more could someone ask for? Do not consent with whatever you get When whatever's what I wish for The ebbs and flows, they say change is good But I think I'm gonna throw up So rest assured, I'll let you know If I ever grow up Just say what you're thinking I've been trying to feel it once again I've been losing touch I've been losing track of the reasons And I'll convince myself again I love this It's easy to waste it But I wish I could face it In this artificial place My innocence is killing this again I can't begin to ease it, but I'll break it in