It get bad either way choose the lesser of the evil It get bad either way choose the lesser of the evil I was sad for some days I lost some my closest people Had to find my own way my momma said they gone mislead you Had to drop out of school The streets taught me shit school won't teach you And them people say they love me but the word love kind of lethal If they cannot benefit off it I bet they will not need you With the cars outside and the hoes outside They waiting on my appearance And my mom had to play both sides I had no dad so she was both parents When my grandma died I was crying my eyes out You know it did damage Wish i could back to when i was on the bike at 5 She'll make me a sandwich Early life mom had 4 kids I was wondering how she managed When the shots went off and I heard Cesar died I swear to god I panicked Pop 4 dam xanax cried my eyes out I was suprised I landed On the block with no jacket it was cold outside And I was hand to handing All the bros they ain't my bros no more and I don't understand it Every second a blessing and life is a lesson And I can't take it for granted Trying to get my mother out the dark times And move her right to the hamptons Me and Ash made a lot of racks off clothes Turn you into merch yes I'm branding It get bad either way choose the lesser of the evil It get bad either way choose the lesser of the evil I was sad for some days I lost some my closest people Had to find my own way My momma said they gone mislead you Had to drop out of school The streets taught me shit school won't teach you And them people say they love me But the word love kind of lethal If they cannot benefit off it I bet they will not need you It get evil any way choose the lesser of the evil Called my mother the other day and I say I can't wait to see you And my brothers and sister I love to death I told them that I need you I told then that it's family first that money shit beneath you Couple disagreements but you know I really really really really really love you Can't change nah nah nah nah nah nah nah nah I love you Used to you see mom cry and mop the floors to some Ashanti Tryna switch her life around And have her ride LA looking at some palm trees They say truth hurts but I done fell in love with the pain Don't do nun for your fam but you do it for the fame Put my heart in this shit and I slept on the floor I bet you I didn't complain If it's what then it's war then it's war better pick you a side Cause they just gotta treat you The same