Back in 2016 I almost gave up music Anxiety and depression had me bout to lose it Had thoughts of suicide but i couldn't do it My daughter walked in the room and ask what i was doing Used to be paralyzed you prolly never knew it Fractured my spine had me feeling like my life was ruined Legs ain't moving head bleeding getting pumped with fluids Praise God cuz he the only one that helped me thru it They think I'm soft cuz every song I'm pouring out my heart Like my shit ain't help you heal when it got torn apart Like it ain't help you find yo way when you was feeling lost Like it ain't take the strength of god to learn how to walk Every begged for support from ya closest friends And they act like they can't even post ya shit Quick to gas you up like you be going in But then They just keep Scrolling like you don't exist They are not your friends that is not a friend Had to say the shit twice so it starts sinking in They poking holes in yo ship but don't know how to swim Better Get them players off your team that don't want you to win Jordan needed Pippen Kobe needed Shaq Jay needed bigg and dame to put up all them plaques Make sure the people in your corner really got your back Never let these clowns turn you to a circus act This the realest shit I ever wrote This the realest shit I ever wrote I won't stop until they hear me I won't stop until they feel me This the realest shit I ever wrote This the realest shit I ever wrote I won't stop until they hear me I won't stop until they feel me