At war with myself trying to find peace Been thru so much death all i know is grief Everyone i thought would stay found a way to leave Ever found out that ya friend was a enemy How you supposed to be strong when you feeling weak Who I'm supposed to lean on the in a time of need Should i hold the pain inside and try to be desecrate It's hard to hide from all this demons that's inside of me When life hit me hard it caught me off guard I swear the ones you can't see be the worst scars Everyday i try to pray and keep faith in god But it never sells to heal this pain in my heart Everything going wrong it don't feel right When you in the dark it's hard to see the light Tried to dodge bad vibes and lost control of life Didn't play my cards right and had to pay the price My brother gone who gonna help me when i need to fight My granny gone who gone tell me it's gonna be alright Can't see my daughter cuz my baby mama full of spite And the judge could give a fuck about a fathers rights I gotta keep my head high And try to be productive wit my spare time Told the devil he a lie wit tears in my eyes Cuz God told me I'm make it through these hard times It's gonna be okay It's gonna be okay I know its hard right now but its gonna be okay Its gonna be okay Its gonna be okay I know you struggling right now but it's gonna be okay It's gonna be okay It's gonna be okay I know it hurts right now but it's gonna be okay It's gonna be okay It's gonna be okay I promise it's gonna be okay It's gonna be okay It's gonna be okay I know it's hard right now but its gonna be okay Its gonna be okay Its gonna be okay I know you struggling right now but it's gonna be okay It's gonna be okay It's gonna be okay I know it hurts right now but it's gonna be okay It's gonna be okay It's gonna be okay I promise it's gonna be okay