Raspo Beats
I don't wanna wake up, uh
And I don't wanna feel this pain
And I don't wanna hurt nobody
But I don't think that it's gon' change
I don't wanna wake up, uh
And I don't wanna feel this pain
And I don't wanna hurt nobody
But I don't think that it's gon' change
Lately, I've been on the edge, closer and closer to losing it
All of these thoughts in my head, finger, trigger, pullin' it
Feelin' like nothing on Earth can make sense to me
I just don't wanna keep doin' this
Forcin' myself outta bed, fakin' a smile
I feel like this is foolishness
This shit is all a facade, why do I feel like I'm livin' a lie?
Why do I smile, and why do I laugh when I know I'm dyin' inside?
Ego is powerful, won't show my pain, it's a battle with pride
So don't be surprised when anyone asks, I say that I'm doin' fine (Raspo Beats)
My shit's not together and I'm far from perfect
And I hate the way that I feel
Scars that I've had, since I can remember, never did heal
Feelin' like some type of money can make me feel better
But I know it won't
I really don't like anybody, it's funny 'cause I know I can't be alone
I don't wanna wake up, uh
And I don't wanna feel this pain
And I don't wanna hurt nobody
But I don't think that it's gon' change
I don't wanna wake up, uh
And I don't wanna feel this pain
And I don't wanna hurt nobody
But I don't think that it's gon' change (Raspo Beats)