If i wanna be abused I only need to make a run at you You know the fastest way to make my skin bruise Dont feel the essence of your apathy Ill make a mountain out of anything I know the way you use your fingers Rising up to my neck Ball your hand to a fist Resist, resist, resist Like i wanna be abused And why not, wanna be abused I guess i wanna be abused but not by you I wanna bust a groove Get out the bubble of your living room Spent a hundred hours awake and slept too soon Dont feel the essence of your apathy I find my comfort in my old anxieties I know ro recognise this tension rising up to my chest If i can't do anything right What the fuck am i supposed to do now