Fuck your party im sleeping in Tired of listening to Lucys song Tried it now i just hate myself Getting gripped by the fear A little worse than last year Trying to hold back the fear So, what happened to my identity Im more cynical than before you met me When i knew just who i was trying to be Then you all saw god And i felt nothing Only the fear So fuck your party Fuck your party im sleeping in Gotta learn to think again I need her to get me out of bed Ive been asleep for so fucking long So no more talking im staying in Im not leaving to sing your songs Miserable now so go fuck yourself Purveyor of fear Youll have me biting on my tongue for years So fuck your party I ran and ended up against the wall And everything i said was stupid but i meant it all