(Here we go)
I've been sitting in my room
Without the lights on lately
Silence fills my head with smoke,
I'm wondering why I hate me
Trynna drown out the quiet with some
Old blink-182
And I turn so loud
Yea, I turn it so loud, so loud, so loud
Maybe sometimes, I lie awake at night, I
Can't close my eyes,
Don't wanna look inside, 'cause I
Can't get out of my head,
My mind begins to wander
I'm never leaving my room,
Don't wanna be a bother
Slowly moving forward,
I feel like a joke to you, If
Only you could see things
From my broken point of view
Thanksgiving and I moved back home
Sad scared kid with no place to go, I
Never felt more alone with my head in my hands
And a pile of snow
I wish I never took your call
So you wouldn't have the chance to make me feel so small
They ask me if it hurts at all
So I look them in the eyes and I say
Maybe, sometimes,
I lie awake at night I
Can't close my eyes,
Don't wanna look inside cuz I
Can't get out of my head,
My mind begins to wander
I'm never leaving my room,
Don't wanna be a bother
I've been listening to the same three songs on repeat.
I'll tune out for hours
Then I'll turn it louder, louder, louder
(Don't wanna be a bother)
And I'll just tune out for hours, hours
Don't wanna be a bother)
And I'll just tune out for hours, hours
(Don't wanna be a bother)
And I'll just tune our for hours, hours
(Don't wanna be a bother)
Thanksgiving and I moved back home
Sad scared kid with no place to go I
Never felt more alone, with my head in my hands and a pile of snow
I wish I never took your call
So you wouldn't have the chance to make me feel so small
They ask me if it hurts at all
So I look them in the eyes and I say
Maybe, sometimes,
I lie awake at night, I
Can't close my eyes,
Don't wanna look inside 'cause I
Can't get out of my head,
My mind begins to wander
I'm never leaving my room,
Don't wanna be a bother