Yeah, yeah
Hopped on the train wit a Q in my ackdays
Sidney P the cunt wit the mull and the Dolce's
Don't got a ticket so the pigs try to get me
And when I'm at the traino cunts try to check me
Cunts try to deck me cunts are mad umbday
Cunts get dropped they try and step to the oatgay
As I step on the road on a mission
Everybody thinking Sidney is a villain
As I walk through the city wit the shades on
Every cunt looking at me like I done something wrong
What you starin' at bitch, there's nothin' here to see
Except the sickest cunt to ever live in BNE
I feel like shit too much shit in my fuckin' head
Every day another day that I fuckin' dread
I need a smoke 'fore I even get out of bed
And to be honest cunt I think that's enough said
How would you feel waking up in pain
Every day thinking life's so lame
How would you feel needing 8 onecays
Just for you to fucking make it through the day
How would you feel fuckin' feelin' like a freak
How would you feel working 2 shifts a week
And being expected to live all sweet
When a cunt's got a mad addiction to feed
But it's not all eetsway
But I'll keep actin' like it's all eetsway
Blowing smoke in a cunts face
I never really cared anyway
Been on the sero's since 17
Punching darts making sure I keep my lungs clean
Still feeling like I'm Sidney
Still feeling like nobody's fucking with me
Way too paranoid
Tryna sus out cunts I gotta try avoid
Scared of being left alone
Scared of hurting myself in my own home
Another day just feels so scary to me
I pray to God that He takes me away in my sleep
I pray I'm not an embarrassment to my family
Pray I stop but I got a bad habit it seems
So I switch moods drastically
And I live on unenthusiastically
Bro asked me how I'm goin'
And I just replied sarcastically
How would you feel living on with no hope
How would you feel waking up being too broke
How would you feel doing drugs as a way to cope
And losing friends cause they think you're a weirdo