I've resigned myself to sleep Moments of my life Mixing with my dreams The pain and the panic dissipate Never under pressure To forge another smile For the masses all to see They won't leave they didn't get what they wanted And now I'll never get back I'm running back to my castle in the sky Where nobody will ask me why Oh don't ask me why I stay in this delusion Where my decisions can't be hunted Like a martyr by the pride Hunted by the pride Go on and close my eyes This is what I'm looking for I won't leave till I get what I've wanted I might never come back I'm running back to my castle in the sky I'm living out the lie Where nobody will ask me Eyes closed shut Trying desperately to fly I know I'm passing time Just trying to lay down and die This is all I've been granted I could stay here forever Time to strap in and make a choice This is all I've been granted I could stay here forever Time to strap in and make a choice This is all I've been granted I could stay here forever Time to strap in and make a choice This is all I've been granted I could stay here forever Time to strap in and make a choice I'm running back to my castle in the sky Where nobody will ask me Running back to my castle in the sky Where nobody will ask me why No, don't ask me why I'm here laying down to die